As if you ever care

As if you ever care


being ignored, felt fine
being banned, felt strange
being silent, felt good
being there, do you care?

As if you ever care
I don't mind your mind
I don't mind your words
I'm just having fun

being rejected, feels different
being avoided, feels lonely
being shut up, feels jailed
being trapped, by selft words

words that cut like swords
letters that dig like knives
attitude that hurts so deep
it brakes me, it destroys me

as if you ever care
look at me, valient boxer
tell me what you think, face it
I don't fear you, i'll win you

i'm sure i'll surround you
sooner or later i'll win
sooner or later it will begin
sooner i'll make it end

don't come pretending as you do
don't keep lying as you do
you have two faces
as my blade has two sides

I don't fear you, you don't hur me now
the battle has begun, who will win?
As if you ever care, face to face
who is right, who is wrong?

You've been brainwashed
i'm not, i'm free to think
You've been used, you puppet
i'm not, i'm still new

you attitude risky, near to rude
you think that is good?
How difficult is to be kind?
You see any fun on your words?

Here I am, ready to battle
here I am my fears has gone
here I am facing your words
here I am, being myself

fight, broke, destroy, delete all
to built, create, repair, restart everything
hard task i've chosen
but I don't wan to crumble again

as if you ever care
come again pretending that you mind
may you convince them
but I know you aren't trusty

since the begin I saw you coming
all your lies you had in mind
may had trapped them, on your web
but i'm still clean, I can see

you brainwash who is around
you ego you, always yo
nothing more you let breath
there's only room for you

mistaken are who chose to follow you
time will tell that I am right
lost will be who chose to believe you
be sure i'm right on my words

I don't pretend them are any wisdom
I don't try them be witty
I can't say it all shorter
I can't express on another way

leave your judgements behind
do we are on any trial?
Do i've been accused of anything?
I just came here to relax, did nothing

as if you ever care
don't keep pretending to me
you can't lie to me, I know you
I know you, as you, you are half of me

you are too lazy to realise now
you are too young too know
you think you are enough widsom
but you don't, don't know me at all

look yourself at the mirror
don't we have the same eyes?

Ariadna Squire Damique
(18/04/2008)